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Aw man...!! I'm so pissed with my self lately, not becaused of anyone.. but my own stooooopid self that does all this nonsense that kind of effecting my judgement at this very moment that may caused part of my brain to stop functioning properly....

Well nuff said! I may need to get away from myself to a place where i've no need to do serious thinkin' that may again cause my brain to a level we call "hang". Heheheh... it may sound kinda funny to some, but if you were in my shoes rite now...... Did y'all ever think at a certain moment.. "what did i do to deserve this". like i've said earlier, this does not cause by anyone but my own stoooooooopid judgement back in the days. I guess it's true bout the old sayin' "old sin come to hunt when you least expected". MONEY!!! that 's what been driving me nuts the most...

So now, I told myself... never to look at a problem as a problem, but look at it as a learning process... and where does problem come from??? wrong!!! it come from ourself.. seriously!!! A fren once said "..If you have problem, think! how does this problem accure.. how to solve it? go back to the root!! think back of what have YOU done that may caused to this to happen.. don't blame anyone because this actually make things worse..." It's true!! really true.. take this example given ;-

"why does the bank blacklisted your name?"

"because you failed to pay somethin'............"

"where does tis problem come from??........"

"yourself.. yes that the almost answer.."

"how to solve?? Pay, as long as you pay.. you are settling the problem slowly.."

does not blame anyone because it's your life... those m@&*%rf$#@&r does not give a shit!!! so why blame them?? it only gonna make things worse for you.. doesn't it!!!

Well.. there you have it boys & gals.... a tips from a man that only a small section of his brain are seems to be functioning at this very moment.... and where the hell is my gennie to grant me my wishes??!! owh there you are gettin' drunk with kacip fatimah!!!