2010 entry...

helo dan hai.... x tau nak tulis ape lagi...

Hate it!!

I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tentang aku....

Sekarang di tempat kerja ramai cakap aku selalu happy2, gila2 dan mcam xdak masalah langsung... itu yg aku nak orang nampak. Tapi kepala hotak yg nak pecah, minda yg hampir gila dan hati yg dekat nak meletup cuma aku yg tahu... Tahniah buat aku sebab berjaya maintain perangai " show happiness so other can follow, hide the sorrow so other won't know"...


Nak g wat bizi balik jap .... renung-renungkan dan selamat beramallll....

Good Luck....

I just read my ex-girl fb n found out she's now is in her "happy ending". Well not to say i'm jelous or something but frankly im happy bcos shes finally found that Mr. Perfect or her Prince Charming...

Some of you might think that i wrote this because im jelous. NO! I'm happy for her. She's the one i've been writing about during my first period of blogging and i will stop writing about her as she's now taken.


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patutkah?

ok, skarang ni dah cukup tenaga kerja utk bahagian aku... dah ada joe, ong, jacky & aku... so aku ada cakap cuti x yah berebut.. kalau joe nak sgt cuti raya.. go ahead aku akan apply cuti christmas hehehehe ong bley amek CNY dan jacky Deepavali...

so higher management.... aku x nak dgr lagi korang cakap x cukup tenaga kerja bila kami apply cuti!!!!!

huuh!~

alone.....

"...........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME........."

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THATS ALL I WANNA SAY

Dear Blog... my blog..

Dear,

I may not be the right man for you.
I never been there for you.
I didn't have anything or try to be everything in your life...
but most of all... i've fail to be the one for you..

What's the point in being someone in their life if you can't be someone in your own!!
Yes! i'm not the riches man alive, but i also broke in many ways.
What's the use if you can't even survive on your own, so how can i help u survive.
I never have enough money to buy you stuff.. nor do i have enough time to go and take you on a holiday..

What's the point in keeping me! a guy who always broke and pennyless!!
There's a saying "if you love someone, let them go..if that can make them happy in one way or another"
I'm letting you go because i don't think i can give you the happiness that you trully deserved!!
I can see your suffering since you with me.
I can see your tears everytimes you're with me.
I can see that you put too much hope in me!!

It's true that it's hurt.. "teruskanlah..."
Don't take this the wrong way..
But say what you want to say..
I'm not the perfect guy people see..
There's things in my heart i don't want people to see..
The miserable side of me..

All i wish is you to be happy with someone that can really... really make you happy!
Just let me live in my own world... my misserable pathetic life..

Once again....
Sorry for this life i've given you...
For the pain i've caused you..
Most of all... for the hope i've given you.