Hate it!!

I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tentang aku....

Sekarang di tempat kerja ramai cakap aku selalu happy2, gila2 dan mcam xdak masalah langsung... itu yg aku nak orang nampak. Tapi kepala hotak yg nak pecah, minda yg hampir gila dan hati yg dekat nak meletup cuma aku yg tahu... Tahniah buat aku sebab berjaya maintain perangai " show happiness so other can follow, hide the sorrow so other won't know"...


Nak g wat bizi balik jap .... renung-renungkan dan selamat beramallll....

patutkah?

ok, skarang ni dah cukup tenaga kerja utk bahagian aku... dah ada joe, ong, jacky & aku... so aku ada cakap cuti x yah berebut.. kalau joe nak sgt cuti raya.. go ahead aku akan apply cuti christmas hehehehe ong bley amek CNY dan jacky Deepavali...

so higher management.... aku x nak dgr lagi korang cakap x cukup tenaga kerja bila kami apply cuti!!!!!

huuh!~

alone.....

"...........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME........."

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THATS ALL I WANNA SAY

Dear Blog... my blog..

Dear,

I may not be the right man for you.
I never been there for you.
I didn't have anything or try to be everything in your life...
but most of all... i've fail to be the one for you..

What's the point in being someone in their life if you can't be someone in your own!!
Yes! i'm not the riches man alive, but i also broke in many ways.
What's the use if you can't even survive on your own, so how can i help u survive.
I never have enough money to buy you stuff.. nor do i have enough time to go and take you on a holiday..

What's the point in keeping me! a guy who always broke and pennyless!!
There's a saying "if you love someone, let them go..if that can make them happy in one way or another"
I'm letting you go because i don't think i can give you the happiness that you trully deserved!!
I can see your suffering since you with me.
I can see your tears everytimes you're with me.
I can see that you put too much hope in me!!

It's true that it's hurt.. "teruskanlah..."
Don't take this the wrong way..
But say what you want to say..
I'm not the perfect guy people see..
There's things in my heart i don't want people to see..
The miserable side of me..

All i wish is you to be happy with someone that can really... really make you happy!
Just let me live in my own world... my misserable pathetic life..

Once again....
Sorry for this life i've given you...
For the pain i've caused you..
Most of all... for the hope i've given you.

screeeeekkkk... BAMMMM!!!!!

On 11 sept '09 at 2050hrs right after my car club v-sixers event, a "buka puasa sampai buncit event" finished we've done solat maghrib & isya' (there a surau build in the kedai seafood where we melantak) jemaah and konvoi to queensbay, But on our way in convoy formation, a very stupid driver mencelah masuk right infront of me and brake!!...and BAMMMM!!!

The whole convoy turn back and gathered to look a my damage and the stupid driver came out and shake our hand apologising shaking.... literally he was shaking!! So we lectured him NOT TO ENTER ANY CONVOY FORMATION.... and we mean ANY!!!! (luckily i'm not the punch first ask question later kind of guy)

So in action to save my NCB for my insurance i will be paying my repair cost on my own!! shit! My NCB is at 45% which mean i'm only paying RM5++ for my yearly road tax + insurance instead of RM1+++... fuhhh~ (imagine paying every year)

So, for those driver out there.... take note. DO NOT ENTER ANY CONVOY FORMATION WHEN U CAME ACROSS ONE!!!!! You might not get a friendly guy like me...hehehe.

Sorry no pic to upload as all the pic we took were not clear as that area was dark.... But, shit happen and we must bare it no matter how hard.

nyampah!

my internet connection at my work place still like shit. dunno when i can post lor.... nak post benda pendek ni pun amik masa sejam setengah!!!!!!!!

haghammm.....!!!!

Night Rider 2009? Nah!!!

Since February i was unable to drive my "dark horse" as the long shaft was broken... and since then also it's going thru slow transformation from a flat black colour with not so good condition engine to this new born "dark horse". here are some photo taken as it's new colour are no longer the plain black... but a colour chose from a ssyanyong list.. A pearly brown & gold... also a new design bumper and some custom made wide body... enjoy the pictures.
during the paint removal process and making the custom widebody

fixing the rear which got f**ked by some idiot

the cement process.. look ugly huh?!faceless???

new design? just crazy bout skyline..hehe

look at the widebody custom...

Look at the end result....... nice huh?!

Well.... i'm happy with the result... but i wont show you what i've done with the head light as it only visible at night... my own handy work of eagle eye!! i'll post in later in next entry.

next destination...

balik jitra.......

well, it's not my hometown or anything.... but there's something special there!!!

yeay!! and maybe drive to bukit kayu hitam too... but unfortunately i can't take my drift machine with me as it still in the other hospital ... this time all the major operation has completed, only recovery that left. the stiches for the scratches on her body...

so i'll be going with my trusty MyV6... hehehe

My PDB 2772 in 'hospital'.

Well... it's been a while (again ) since i wrote something bout my car. Well what actually happen is, since i came back from the convoy from Bukit Merah Lake Town, my FR snap and causes my car to shake like an earthquake and at the same time making my sunroof run OFF ALIGNMENT!! and break into small pieces.... so my car has been in the 'hospital' since.

something amiss here... my engine!!

They took out the heart for a major operation

Result of the faulty FR.....

That was 23rd february 2009. tha date my baby got admitted at Pelangi Auto, Sungai Ara... a small workshop which so down to earth and the staff there are so nice and treat all car like their own... seriously!!Two of the staff of pelangi....... the only two staff hehehe

It's complete..... so the next thing is to fix my sunroof!!

The operation was a success and nexy in line is to fix my sunroof and re-paint my car, but i don't really know which colour to put on.... either subaru blue with silver sticker, or maintain my v6 black and put some gold sticker with clear finish, or a dunhill red with black mustang lining... so give me some idea.

Anyway, not like i'm rich or what but this thing need some attention like the owner himself. I will post the result later or the process for the transformation.... chiow!!!!

Dream Project... again.

Here it is!!!! The real Datsun 120y which i mention in my previous entry..

Datsun 120Y B210

As my last entry i did mention about my dream project to you all. That is just an idea that i have not able to realize in near future as my budget does not permit me on doins so. Anyway i still gonna show how a Datsun 120Y "Buah Kana" look like. I manage to google a few and this is among those that captured my eyes!!

Well as you can see, it's a beauty rite? I'm not sure for those out there which not a car fan like me. But for those car fan... it's a good candidate for this project rite?

Dream Project!!!!

Imagine if you could do a facelift or extreme modification on a car just like in a tv show called "OVERHAULIN'.." Where they "Stole" someone car and make it like it comes from car heaven!!!!

Well....I'm looking for a Datsun 120Y or " Datsun Buah Kana" what they call it here in northern region... It's really hard to find one in a very good condition. Most of the car "it's age" have rust all over or badly dent and missing part, and the part is not really easy to find! The reason why i wanna find this car is because it's unique design and Ford Mustang doesn't exist in malaysia or so i know... In so, this has become my dream project in creating clone Ford Mustang out of this so called "Datsun Buah Kana".

Well..... see what i mean. A Datsun Buah Kana or Datsun 120Y look almost 90% like this Mustang except it only has 4 doors instead of 2!!I would drive this all around all day long regardless to what people may say. It's an old car but it's worth it if you ask me... so i hope one day my dream will come true!

tooth ache!!!!!

arghhh...!!!! no word could describe how i feel. just the feeling to bite on my tiang rumah!!!!

Damn!! It's pain is killing me!





p/s; my shortest entry ever!! Aww.. my aching tooth

OH MONEY, where are you money?

Did we ever wonder sometimes that our life actually being controlled by MONEY??? Yes! Ripley's Believe it or not, that is the fact!!! Say what you want but come to think of it.. it's your life hahahaha!!!!! (What do i care!)

OK!!! Don't say anything yet. (don't even think even!!). People say, money is not a big deal as long as you are happy. But, are you happy when you don't have money? He he, I'm saying this is because I'm living a very pathetic life or so i think! The real reason why i wrote this is because my car is in the workshop and i have to spend at least 5k & above!!!! So that's why i wrote so!!

But if i'm right? It proves that we're still blind!!!

drifting....

Hi there.... it's been awhile since i've post anything. Just been back form convoy and my car broke down (again!!!!) huhuhu... Anyway i've found a few clip that feature my car during it's performance... unable to put it here, but just click on this link to view..

hehe happy dori!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jA5J11jWTEk (at minute 1:22)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OsnsyPdAA8

Hi and Good Bye?

Once again i would like to wish happy new year to all.... and once again i'm down. i think you all know why.. i wish to hybernate.. so long.


This is not my last entry........ just sad.